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Seek

by Brother James

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1.
What if when you were a baby You were born to the wrong side? And you were taught the other story The other people’s harmful lies? But what if every time you questioned They warned you get back into line? Would you ever search for wisdom Or accept that they were right? Do you think you would be brave enough To seek out what was true? And how would you know to search for truth? What if where you sought divine love Was a book of empty sounds That you were told had come from Heaven, The words of God written down? But what if when you tried to leave it You were faced on every side With the threat of endless torture And fear of being ostracized? What if in the name of wisdom You were taught all others blind, And though you only saw their straw men, You were certain of their lies? What if violence filled your vision For the sake of proving right And in the name of God and nation You had taken countless lives? Do you think you could tell All the men who made you who you are: I’m trading honor for life? What if all you knew from childhood When you came at last to die You discovered to be falsehood That had scraped you dry? And what if by those lies your heart turned Into something like a hell And as your eyes beheld the earth, one last time, They detested every cell? Would they welcome you in Heaven, Would you care for it at all, If you had all the while lived in hell? But what if in the name of Jesus You had stayed true to this life? Do you think he would forgive you For your ignorance and pride? And what if when you finally met him He was different than you thought And the box they put around him Made you hate what you saw? What if God was not the person That you always thought he was? What if God looked like the other side? And what if all the while the closest You could ever be to God Was to love a stranger’s soul?
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Safety Net 03:04
The nurse removed me in a rush, You feared I had already breathed my last My face was tender to the touch But aren’t we all that way as we come to life? Could that which wrapped around my neck And that which gave me life Much more quickly be my death The tool to save me on the desk And it may hurt they say But it’s worth it for a breath As my skin turned blue You didn’t know what to do You feared my first day was my last Do you remember now? But that was 24 years ago The memory don’t keep you up at night anymore, You’ve watched your baby face the world, But fear hasn’t gone, it just took a different form It hurts me just as much as you So as I try to breathe, would you hold me close Cause I can’t tell safety net from noose, And when it’s hard to tell, It’s hard to know where i can go As my skin turns blue, I don’t know what to do, I need to find the truth, but I don’t know how So if I cut the cord Would you hold me like you did? If I couldn’t call him Lord, Would you still love me now? The nurse removed me in a rush, You feared I had already breathed my last
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Witness 04:17
You’ve been given sight Enough to glimpse the abyss Both the dark and the bright That other people miss And I know it’s harder To live on that cliff To see the world with those eyes Is it a curse or a gift? I’ll take your hand I’m by your side I’m reaching out Oh You’ll find a place To call home But oh The heavy weight You hold I witness it You need to know You’re not alone As you push into light And can’t step back Friends wonder why But don’t know how to ask The clouds grow darker And press in thick As the mist from the sky And your loneliness mix I’ll take your hand I’m by your side I’m reaching out Oh You’ll find a place To call home And/But oh The heavy weight You hold I witness it You need to know You’re not alone I’ll take your hand I’m by your side I’m reaching out I’ll take your hand I’m by your side I’m reaching out Oh You’ll find a place To call home But oh The heavy weight You hold I witness it You need to know You’re not alone I witness it You’re not alone

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released June 4, 2021

Cori Maass - Cover Art
Caleb Parker - Mixer, Engineer, Co-Producer
Justin Sinclair - Songwriter, Producer
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Special thanks to Daniel Chrosniak, Sam and Tessa Hayashida, Buzzy and Beth Enniss, Jen Jackson, and all of you patrons who made this possible.

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